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Words cannot describe
These feelings inside
I think i'm in love
You make me happy
Like no-one ever has before

I decide to tell you
But i've misread the signals
Nothing but friends
The word 'friends'
Echo's in my mind

All day,
I've braved it
Disguised my sadness
I step in the house and take down my disguise
I slowly stumble up the stairs and lock my bedroom door
All my tears fall to the floor
I feel so weak
So empty
So stupid

I cant bare to face you
I try forget
It comes back stronger
Not even music can help me escape
This familiar road of pain
Looms ahead
Looks like i've got a long way to go

Today i cried at college
The first time my friends saw me like that
You were opposite me
You saw me cry my eyes out
I felt so ashamed
Even more upset

Then i hear even more news
About you
My heart momentarily stopped
Except my tears pour faster than ever
Seems you never liked me like that
I was so stupid
Thinking you would want me

I don't know what to do
What to think
I just want to cry
Even though i'm angry with you
I still get butterflies when you say 'hey'
That's it and there go the butterflies
I've got it bad this time
Like never before

The all to familiar pain of rejection stings my entire body
Where do i go from here?
Do i stay and get hurt even more?
Or do i go and leave you alone?
So yeah just a little vent here :/
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geler7 Featured By Owner May 3, 2013  Student General Artist
I know how you feel...it really sucks. After almost 5 months I still feel it. And I don't think it's going to fade away for a long time.
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner May 4, 2013
:(
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XBlissfulXNightX Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Awh I know this exact feel x.x this is amazing tho :D
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2013
:( :hug: thank you
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XBlissfulXNightX Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
:hug: :) anytime
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angeluchiha7 Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2013  Student Artist
i had that feelings be for , i was friend boy for 2 years and on 3 year i said i love him for more then a friend and hes said hes just like me for a friend its hurt sooo much but i never stop being friend :)
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2013
Awh well I hope I'm still friends with the person :/
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angeluchiha7 Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2013  Student Artist
i hope you are too :)
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013
I am dont worry :) we've sorted everything now
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angeluchiha7 Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2013  Student Artist
im glad you did :)
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chemicalkid101 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013  Student General Artist
I know what you mean, things like that always hit the heart so hard, but time heals even if it doesn't seem like it right now, wonderfully descriptive I like it :hug:
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
thank you hunny :hug:
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WillowOshawottSprite Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
i know how you feel, i never really moved on but the pain weakens... eventually. i'll be here if you wanna talk xxxxx :huggle:
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
awh thank you :)
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WillowOshawottSprite Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
no problem hun xxx
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Dominion-of-Cain Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013  Student General Artist
I know this feeling all too well. This poem really speaks to me.
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
It sucks doesn't it :( but I'm glad I'm not the only one
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Dominion-of-Cain Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013  Student General Artist
It really does, though I'm glad to say I'm over this now. That feeling just tears you apart inside and stops you functioning normally.
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
Yeah :( it's just that because I'm not used to getting attention and I'm real gullible too I fell for him but he never felt for me so that's what upsets me cuz I really thought he liked me
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Dominion-of-Cain Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013  Student General Artist
I had the same thing - turns out to him we were just friends and to me he was so much more. It hurts.
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
yes!! the exact same with me it really hurts doesnt it :(
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Dominion-of-Cain Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013  Student General Artist
And it will, but with me I realised we were better off being just friends and now we're closer than before, which is nice.
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
yeah.. i hope the same can apply for me and the lad cuz he is a really really nice lad and it would be a shame to loose him
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MandyMullins2 Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2013
:huggle:
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
:hug:
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MandyMullins2 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
:huggle:
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
Thank you
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MandyMullins2 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
You're welcome :huggle:
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DeadSkarlett Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2013
:hug:
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