Words cannot describe
These feelings inside
I think i'm in love
You make me happy
Like no-one ever has before
I decide to tell you
But i've misread the signals
Nothing but friends
The word 'friends'
Echo's in my mind
I've braved it
Disguised my sadness
I step in the house and take down my disguise
I slowly stumble up the stairs and lock my bedroom door
All my tears fall to the floor
I feel so weak
I cant bare to face you
I try forget
It comes back stronger
Not even music can help me escape
This familiar road of pain
Looks like i've got a long way to go
Today i cried at college
The first time my friends saw me like that
You were opposite me
You saw me cry my eyes out
I felt so ashamed
Even more upset
Then i hear even more news
My heart momentarily stopped
Except my tears pour faster than ever
Seems you never liked me like that
I was so stupid
Thinking you would want me
I don't know what to do
What to think
I just want to cry
Even though i'm angry with you
I still get butterflies when you say 'hey'
That's it and there go the butterflies
I've got it bad this time
Like never before
The all to familiar pain of rejection stings my entire body
Where do i go from here?
Do i stay and get hurt even more?
Or do i go and leave you alone?
So yeah just a little vent here :/
I know how you feel...it really sucks. After almost 5 months I still feel it. And I don't think it's going to fade away for a long time.
Awh I know this exact feel x.x this is amazing tho
i had that feelings be for , i was friend boy for 2 years and on 3 year i said i love him for more then a friend and hes said hes just like me for a friend its hurt sooo much but i never stop being friend
Awh well I hope I'm still friends with the person :/
I know what you mean, things like that always hit the heart so hard, but time heals even if it doesn't seem like it right now, wonderfully descriptive I like it
i know how you feel, i never really moved on but the pain weakens... eventually. i'll be here if you wanna talk xxxxx
I know this feeling all too well. This poem really speaks to me.
It sucks doesn't it but I'm glad I'm not the only one
It really does, though I'm glad to say I'm over this now. That feeling just tears you apart inside and stops you functioning normally.
Yeah it's just that because I'm not used to getting attention and I'm real gullible too I fell for him but he never felt for me so that's what upsets me cuz I really thought he liked me
I had the same thing - turns out to him we were just friends and to me he was so much more. It hurts.
yes!! the exact same with me it really hurts doesnt it