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December 11, 2012
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I'm the girl who is always mocked for how i look
For how i dress
What music i listen to
My opinions
My faults
My everything

I sit in bed and cry
Not because of what they say hurts
Because it does
But because I'm not appreciated

I'm alone
Wondering down a path
Called life
I try my best
But nothing works
I don't eat because I'm "too fat"
I listen to my music loud to block all the words
Those words that will stick in my head
Make me cut again

I don't want that
I just want to be freed
I feel so trapped
I cant explain it

I begin to have feelings for someone
They aren't ever mutual
I sit and realise
Once again my hopes are dashed
Its a vicious cycle
Truth is
I've never been told how to love
I've never experienced it
I'm clueless

I feel empty
Yet tears slowly roll down my flushed cheeks
I realise
My depression
Has taken hold of me
Just how I feel :/
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thatnerdyowl56 Jan 4, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You have the strength inside you to break your trap... You just have to let go of all those people who judge you, no matter how difficult it is... :heart::hug:
Awh, thank you so much for that :) it's hard because I'm so used to being judged and now Im trying to let go.. It sounds silly but yeah :hug::heart:
thatnerdyowl56 Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
It makes perfect sense! You're so welcome!:D
Awh thank you :hug:
TheManThatLaughed Dec 14, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Im sorry... Britain can be a real shit hole.. :tighthug:
I know you dont know me or anything but you same like a awesome person :)
Aw, thank you
TheManThatLaughed Dec 15, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Heh heh any time :) :glomp:
xXxAssassin1401xXx Dec 12, 2012
Your writing is good, but, in my opinion, I think you'll find yourself quite silly later on looking back at this. :/ I wrote a lot of stuff like this, too, and it does help, but publishing it out there is well...a bit too far.
pingelot Dec 12, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
that's almost excactly my feeling..
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