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I Love You...I love you.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
You're the girl of my dreams
And
My soul mate.
I want to marry you.
Have kids with you.
And grow old with you.
I promise I'll love you with every inch of my body.
I'll never hurt you.
I'll always care for you.
I'll always be there for you.
Please give me a chance.
You told me you like me back.
So Courtney Adams
Will you be my girlfriend?

'Friend'The emphasis on the word friend lingers
Knowing ill never be anything more
Despite the feelings i have
There will never be 'us'

Forever just friends
This always has been
With every single person I've liked in that way
Am i really that bad
That no one could possibly imagine me this way

Apart from those silly little boys whom i get an odd message off
Saying I'm 'hot'
I should send a picture
Why bother trying their luck?
It disgusts me
The thought of them thinking
'hey i could use her next,she doesn't mean anything'
I never reply
Why waste my time?

It sucks to know no one likes me
More that a 'friend'
It really makes me doub

One YearThat name
That face
That time
That place
Lingers at the back of my mind

A year has passed
Ever so fast
Yet i'm still sad
I feel too bad
I need to stop
And move on
You have
So why cant i?

First kiss
First "love"
First Girl too

I'm so confused
Am i this am i that
I've told people now
I cant go back

I'm hoping that special person
Will walk into my life
And stay this time

Because i want someone to hold me into the night..

Love AgainSome would tell me I love her too much:

I need to feel special,
Wanted and desired.
As if I were your sun,
Because I'm your only one.

I spent a year giving my all,
In love with you I continued to fall!
Falling, not knowing I was actually crashing.

I survived; This time at least,
But my heart suffers for it.
It is fragile and petrified,
All night I had cried.

There is no he in lesbian,
So stick to me if you can.
But babes not only that,
"If you can," will not be good enough!

*Leave "he" far behind!!!*

Because to be with me it is a must,
Otherwise where's the trust?
No trust means no respect or true love,
Dash

ForgottenThese thoughts just swarm my mind
I want to die
No one would miss me
Especially at college
No one notices me anyway
Only to laugh or sneer
At my loneliness

Several times I've just sat on my own
A few of them cried
I try and ask people
But they tell me their busy
Their ahead of the game
They have their own friends
I don't want to intrude

I cant hang with the second years
I feel out of place
Like i look like some random stranger just lurking

I hate it
All of this
I thought id make friends
"Give it time"
Sure give it time,
What for people to feel comfortable in their stupid friendship groups?
They would do wouldn't they?

Because You Put the Stars In the SkyWhisper in my ear,

tell me how you feel

tell me all the secrets

hiding

underneath your skin.

Spend our days

under the sun,

wrapped in each others arms.

Worry free and bathed in love

is what we’ll be.

It’s you and me

till the end,

because you put the stars in the sky

and I can’t seem

to look away.

The Right to loveMay they rise or die
These red or grey suns
And may the hours revolve
And may life pass

In the face of men
Regardless of their laws
Nothing nor nobody will ever
Prevent me from loving

I have the right to love
I have this right

Hoping for weddings
Like those of kids
At the loving age

I wanted this right!
In drunken mornings
And nights of distress

By fighting for this love
I won this right!
Through fear of losing everything

At the risk of losing myself
So that love may live
I paid for this right!

Although time erases
Neither mourning nor joys
Whatever they may say or do
As long as my heart beats…

Whatever the crown may be -
Thorn

Giving Up..When you say i love you
It truly breaks my heart
Knowing i cant have you
Tears my world apart

I'm so stupid for getting my hopes up
I wish i never did
Because presuming is just stupid
Well that's just it.

Its hard,you see
I'm alone,
It hurts a lot
No matter what i do
The sadness still looms
Don't people say
People who laugh the most
Are the saddest people ever?
They cry when they are alone
Well that's me..
I laugh so much when I'm with friends
But when they leave
All happiness goes
It disappears to somewhere
Far away and unknown
Its like there was no trace of it

And then my sadness unfolds
It gets deeper and darker

could i trust you? You asked me,
Who has your key?
What Key?
The key to your heart
I looked away &&&
When I didn't respond,
You asked me
Can I have the key?
But when I still was quiet,
And wouldn't look at you,
Please.. I really want to have it..
The truth is, I no longer hold the key.
I've trusted so many people with it,
Too many.
I don't have it. Don't know where it went.
I've given it to so many people who have
Unlocked my heart
Just to hurt me. I don't have a key to give you.
I'm sorry.
But.. If I did, could I trust you,
To hold it safe?
Close to your heart,
Where no harm could come of it?
Could I trust you,
Not to walk away once I've let you in?
Once you've seen what I am?
I said,
I'm sorry. I can't....

Overcoming the Obstacles.30-42-1.

The lock clicked as I pulled down on it, and I opened my locker with a sullen look upon my face. No one in the halls had stopped to say hi, or tease me to hurry up with getting my lunch. No smiles, no hugs. The only saviour was my sister, who even then hardly recognized me lest demoting her status as a senior.

I was alone, to fend for myself from the wolves of society. And I felt myself slowly being eaten, limb by limb.

Earlier in the week I had tried to group in with my sister, but she and her friends were complete polar opposites from me that I felt alienated by their talk of girly attire. She felt for me when I talked to her ab

i remember hershe cross legged, pale blue eyes, long dark lashes, dark hair, pale skin, black lips.

never had anyone invaded my senses the way she did.

sitting on the floor.

"why are you on the floor and not partying?" "tonight, i await the storm," breath so enticing "the storm?" cut off by her lips pressing mine

in a heap, crumpled on the floor, raincoat and clothes, thunder, skin to skin lightning, flesh so pale two grrls riding out the storm.

dead at the age of 23

i remember her.

Win Some, Lose some Ch.3 It had been one month since comic-con. 31 days since Izzy Lozada Met Chelsea Rogers. And she knew it was enough. She waited a month, just to be sure. But now she was positive. Izzy wanted Chelsea. Badly. Everything about her was so captivating, in fact once while they were skyping, Izzy found herself just staring at the girl on her screen. Not saying anything, just staring at her. It was a shame they lived so far away from each other though... Sure they both lived in the same state, but chelsea's house was a 35 minute drive away from Izzy's. And that was without traffic.
But that didn't stop them from spending time together. In fact, they

Win Some, Lose some Ch.1((Quick warning! This story is about lesbians! It will probably have some smut in the later chapters, and very descriptive make out sessions. Though not in the first few, so I'm not putting a mature content block on it yet))

"What?"
"Don't take it personally Izzy..."
"I'm not, but...how long have you been feeling this way?"
"Probably since I started my vacation. I'm really sorry! You can hate me now. Please just hate me.."
"No. It;s fine. I couldn't hate you even if I wanted to. You know that."
"I'm really sorry Izzy..."
"It's okay. Thanks for telling me..."
"I'll talk to you later I guess.."

Izzy didn't even bother signing

Win Some, Lose some Ch.2 Izzy let out a long, stressful sigh as she plopped down onto her bed. It was such a long day. But not nearly as dreadful as she thought it would be. She had taken off her wig the minute she got home and practically ripped her clothes off. Which was especially out of character for her since she hated being naked. Izzy usually wore layers of clothing, mostly to hide the shape of her body. She was slim, and had an oddly athletic build to her, but in her eyes she hated the way her body looked. She didn't have many curves, which she was thankful for, but for some reason when she wore tight clothes, it looked like she did.
She untied her hair a

AcaciaA fleeting glance
I can't hold your eyes
But then,
They are not mine to hold

The heart
Sweet and seductive
Do you realize it?
The lips I'll never know

Your fluid movements
Make me jealous
But what need do I have
To move like you?

Hey, listen
You should—
You could—
Read between my words

Hear that phrase?

Friend is a four letter word to me

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Insecutity

by ~Zoey113, Aug 19, 2012, 10:21:05 AM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

I just cant help but think
As i walk down the road
People stop and stare
They laugh and judge
Smile and joke

I walk around
Looking like I'm guilty
Of some severe crime
I just cant deny
My feelings inside

I'm not size 10
I'm not the media perfect model
I'm far from it
I try and make sense of it
But i cant
Its like a foreign language
Or something
I cant hide it
Strangers can sense it
I look around me
I look behind
I'm afraid of people
Strangers
Creeps
As if someone's stalking me
Even though no one is
i worry deep down inside

But i mustn't let my insecurity over run me