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This feeling
Over runs my body
Shuts everything down
All i think about is you

I discover the truth
So painful
So much emotion
A little too much to be able to deal with

Getting to know you was a big thing
Gaining the crush was another
You changed my whole way of thinking
You seemed like 'the one'
You were kind
Funny
So nice to me
You had this charm i couldn't understand

But then i had this feeling
Something wasn't right
That moment i found out
You had a girlfriend
Seemed to stop everything
My world just fell around me
stood still

All i could do was stare into the distance
As tears began to flood my eyes
'Not here
Not now
Wait Zoe
Wait!'
I recall what i told myself
wait untill ill i was alone to dwell on my feelings

It got to that point later on
I sat down
And there we have it
Everything opened up
Like a dam
The tears flooded down my face
It was never ending
I felt so much for you
And you didn't with me
Story of my life

I later realised
He had his girlfriend all along
He never told me
Even though on two accounts i told him how i felt
The real deep stuff

And he kinda ignored it
It made me think
Why?

When i see him around i get this feeling
Pain inside me
I begin to well up
Realise
I never had a chance
As we pass each other
I bow my head in shame as you casually ignore me

I feel stupid
Angry i let myself get like this
Why do this to myself?
Fall so deep into the trap of "love" that i cant escape?

I cant stop myself
I feel sick to the stomach
I changed for you
I've abused myself for you to notice
What for?
Nothing..
It just proves you shouldn't  change yourself for anyone

Now i'm on this road of recovery
From my feelings of you....
So this is a little something I just wrote, I'm kinda going through a tough time atm and I needed to express myself.this poem isn't very good but yeah I've not really had much creative ness recently.. So yeah
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NiCHaNsU14 Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
this was really beautiful!!!:iconcryingplz: STAY STRONG!!!:iconilovekrissiplz: C=
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013
Awh, thank you so much :hug: ill try
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NiCHaNsU14 Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
teehee!!! your welcome!!!:iconarmstrongtighthugplz: nd don't wrry gurl!!! i know u will!!!:icongreatjobplz: haha :icononionxdplz::icondaawplz: C=
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choco-latte-squirrel Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
You make such good poetry!
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013
Awh,I didn't think it was that good :/ but thank you :hug:
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choco-latte-squirrel Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Welcome. I thought it was, I really wanna read more of yours.
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2013
Thank you, and my works not that good :/
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choco-latte-squirrel Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
I think they are. I just need to see more.
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013
Awh,you checked my gallery?
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choco-latte-squirrel Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
I will check out your gallery. :)
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