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I slowly open my eyes
Unaware of last nights low
Then it hits me
Like a thousand knives

I lie in bed and begin to remember everything
Or was it a dream?
I check messages i sent last night
Nope,its the real deal
I'm scared
Confused
Alone

I get like this when someone i like
Knows i like them
Its an uncontrollable feeling
A defence mechanism
To stop me feeling pain from the rejection
Despite all the rejection I've experienced

I lie in bed and stare at the white ceiling
With music in my ears
My cheeks flush
I'm so ashamed

Do i apologise to him
Do i leave it?
I don't want him to think I'm weird
Or anything negative
I've heard too much negativity
Over the past 10 years
Why cant things be positive for once?

I'm confused
Dazed
Unaware of things
He probably doesn't care
But stupid old me
Has to make things awkward

Ill risk what's left and tell him I'm sorry one last time..
Just wrote this, feel abit meh.. Any feedback would be appreciated
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choco-latte-squirrel Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
:huggle: That's all. :3
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2012
Thank you
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choco-latte-squirrel Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Welcome.
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MedusaArt Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012  Student General Artist
I'm going to tell my crush that I like her today, so I'm really nervous and know how you feel. :hug:
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012
Awh, that's so sweet, well my crush knows I like him and he said its cute so that's cool :) thank you for reading my work :3 hope it went well
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MedusaArt Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2012  Student General Artist
She doesn't like me back. :(
You're welcome about reading your work, you're a good writer.
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2012
awh hun I've noted you, and thank you
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MedusaArt Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2012  Student General Artist
You're welcome!
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InGodzHandz Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2012
I know how you feel. It can be so embarrassing!
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2012
yeahh :/
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