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These compliments i receive
Mess me up inside
They confuse what i believe
The negativity cant hide

'Your beautiful'
No i'm not
Have you seen me?
i'm gross.
I'm fed up of getting these things said to me
I'm used to the negativity
Its almost like i miss it
its so messed up
I don't understand

I make progress
Then fall 10 steps back
Its a vicious cycle
Over and over again
Its beginning to bore me

I get my hopes up
All the time
In the end
Its always the same
Rejection
Failure
Loneliness

Depression changes people
Many for the worse
I've become someone different
Its hard to overcome
I push the ones i love away
It all ends up in pain

I just want to be me again
The one who didn't acknowledge the depression
Because now i feel its overrun me..
Just yeah.. Venting again
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DannyFields Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2013  Student Artist
Gotta' break those cycles. When you see it happening, do something to change it. The human soul is choc full of perseverance.

Personally, I like the line "its beginning to bore me" because that signifies a want for change. =)
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2013
yes im trying to break the cycles.. im going through a rough bit again but im gunna try gert back to the doctors see what else i can do because my tablets have stopped working
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DeadSkarlett Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2013
:huggle: good work
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2013
thank you :hug:
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DeadSkarlett Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2013
yw
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MandyMullins2 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2013
I've been like this....in fact I'm just now climbing out of this. The negativity is a lie, and it's probably been brought about from years of being verbally beaten down by people. Other people's voices burrow themselves into your head until you start believing what they say, and repeating it to yourself over and over again.

Granted, for me it's not gotten so bad to where I want to cut myself or kill myself. However, I have been battling these negative thoughts for years and years. I'm trying to replace all the "I can'ts" to "I cans"...and the negative with the positive. I know it won't happen overnight and I might relapse a few times.....but I'm determined to believe I can do it.

And I believe you can do it too. I believe in you :heart:.
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2013
Awh,hunny.. I go through low stages and all the shit from my past comes back to me:( everything will be okay when I'm better <3
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MandyMullins2 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2013
Okay :huggle:
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WaffleGamer Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2013  Student Writer
a very beautiful piece, very touching, i can feel your soul in it, and the emotions that went into creating it, i thank you for sharing this with all of us here on deviant art
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Zoey113 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2013
Thank you, it's what I do to express myself. :)
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